Yeah... thats right... everything happens for a reason...!! At times, we dont think that way or agree with this.... but I have started believing in it... whtever is best for u... for ur future... or for ur personal development... it will happen... No matter wht u do... how many times u ensure ke yar ab yeh nahin hoga... laikin phir bhi hota hai...!!
Its just like, its written in golden words in ur fate... and no matter how many times u try to erase it... all ur efforts are to no vain!!
Wherever u r...whtever u r doing... and whtever ur plans are... whenever that thing is destined to happen, it will happen... :( I feel really bad about it at times...!! U know the acceptance factor...!! Oh shit... thats really bad in me... and I dont want to accept some of the changes... but later I think... I feel that its best for me to accept it!! :
WHY?? I dont know... I keep on staring at the close door... no matter how many times I say to myself... may be its for my better... may be there is something good for me.. but yet, again... I am looking at that closed door...!!
Later, I laugh at myself... for acting like a child... but I do want to have an outlet to whtever I am feeling... :S n who to trust... and who to share with... alot of people take me wrong...or dont accept my point of view... hence, better to keep my mouth shut..!! Arrrrrrrrrrrgh... y am i writing this... I dont know.. but... (another outlet may be...)