We live in this world... we socialize, we get to know strangers who are not connected to us directly... then, we make them friends and at times best friends..
Man is a social animal... we are always surrounded by people.... at times we are glad that we are connected to such people and at times we are scared of the people we are connected with. So it happens we also loathe a few people we get acquainted with... or are friends with...
For a person like me... who was never famous during school days... Never had a huge group of friends... I was never surrounded with friends...since I didnt had a "kewl" personality... *rolling my eyes* like I have it now... but still... I have managed to make a few friends in my life...
And offcourse I have friends for different situations... yes, I have this stupid differentiation... I refer to different ppl for different situations... when I need to share something, I share it with few exclusive friends... if I have to whine... I whine in front of different kind of ppl...who actually listen and give me advice.. When I need to take an advice I refer to different kind of people... when I have to bug... I bug to different kind of people...
and offcourse, a few friends have actually spoiled me... :( which is kinda sad... they have spoiled me to the limit that I actually miss doing a few things with them... :S and they dont know bcoz I never let them know how much they matter to me... :S :( :|
There are a few people with whom I got acquainted, befriended with them... and offcourse, then, they just backed off... and its kinda sad... they just vanished away from my life... no matter how much I try to understand what is it...which makes them run away from me..I find no reason... A few actually asked for a piece of my life... and I have given it to them...what more do they want??? Ore kia chahiey!!! :P Yeah Yeah... thats another story I never let them know how special they are in my life... but I have realized running after ppl do not make me a special friend / person in their life... :) hence, I am not gonna whine in front of them...or beg them... if they want to be an ass... so be it..!! :D I'd be a bigger ass than them... :D if they can show me attitude I can do the same with them... and offcourse, new ppl fill the gaps :) :) yeah yeah a few things wont be same in life... but so what... if they dont care then, why shud I care... I am not gonna run after them... :S :S No way...!!! :D :D :D :D :D
There are a few people in my life who really matter to me... :) and they, shall continue to play an important part in my life.. :) They are friends for life for me... :D
I think I have alot of whining and gloating... its enough for now...:)