Today's Quote:

Today's Quote:

Lady Luck generally woos those who earnestly, enthusiastically,
unremittingly woo her.

Made of Honour..!

Hmmph... I just completed watching the long awaited movie made of honour... and it reminded me of another movie which I have seen lately.. 27 dresses... So cute and so nice... loved them both...

Does it really happen... U know friends falling in love?? That is the question I can never understand... how are so sure that this is the girl / boy you would like to spend the rest of your life... I dont get it... Well, considering this factor... I remember the day.. I told Usman... (15-Double 8) hahahaha... that you have to make compromises... and he didnt agree with me.. that whenever U r in a relationship... U dont make compromises... U make adjustments.. and I think they are one in the same thing... this is what I think... But cant say for sure... I dunno what its like to be in a realtionship...!!

But I think its more or less like when u r at home.. when U know that like..lets say... The things which Annie wont do... or when Fatima is really pissed off... and U know the moods of Mummy and Abu... and considering all these things U do whatever needs to be done...!! :D hahaha... I think I am confusing it...!! But I think it takes a little while to adjust... since U have been in your home for like 24 - 25 yrs.. and yes, moving to a new home...brings new rules.. and new adventures and a whole new experience..!!

But I loved those two movies... and I think I will keep them in my collection..! :D Well, another movie which I would always love is Pretty Woman and Runaway Bride, My best friend's wedding.... hahaha... and there are so many other movies...!

Just like in books... these days I wanna read the Alchemist again... and see my perception now... from that which I had when I read it two years back!! Yesh, I would pretty much like to do that... :D

Tou maine badtameezi ki kab?

Well, for some reason... I give ample time and space for ppl to do whatever they want to do...but the minute they do bitchiness with me, I know how to be a bigger bitch... Sorry sorry... I am again using abusive language. This is in continuation to the SMS Story... !! Well, abid sir's comments were: "Tou tumnay badtameezi ki kub.." and I asked the same question to him!! I can be a complete a** now... and do loads of bad stuff to him!! hahaha... !! Well, see this is what I mean to say that the work should speak itself... you dont have to prove how much you have worked... and what have been your efforts...!!

Khair, now I am going to show how to act like a boss...!! I can easily make his life miserable... oh yes, you can always expect the unexpected from me... N humair says it right... that I am unpredictable... one minute I can be all sugar and the next minute I can be all spice..!! :) Sorry, but this is the way I am...!!

I hope things remain the same way!! :)

When the going gets tough, you evolve...

Well, this is the lesson which I have learn the hard way... Yesterday, was a very difficult day for me... Like always, it was a busy morning with me, the previous day Adeel (my sub) did not show up, supposedly, he had stomach ache.... Khair, he messaged me again that he wont be able to make it. I was really pissed... really really pissed... the ATM recon has been delayed for over a week now and it must be updated... How easy it is for ppl to say that they will handle... how can they handle it... I am the one who is responsible and I will be the one questioned... the others will not be asked about it...!!

Khair, I messaged him once... then, again his bhashan started main kabhi kabhi tou beemar parta hunh!! etc etc... I was again pissed... I called him up.... Adeel beta, kaam aisa nahin hota... fine I accept that I shouted at him too....!! But the thing is that he was wrong and I was right...!! I want to get that deliverable and he has his own grievances... somehow I will try and put his smses here on the blog too...!!

Khair, after I hung up...he messaged me... Ke mujhe ABid sir ka number dainh... main aap ki complain karonga... aapnay aaj mujhse bad tameezi kie...!!

I am still confused... All I did was... mention... Adeel how do U expect everything to be updated in one day??? Matlab how convenient it is for some ppl...!! Just to day... that they are not feeling well..


Well, for me nothing is impossible... I went to office...started my work... and I am proud of myself...that I did it... ALL ALONE!! Not the ATM Recon... but today, if he comes back... I am going to make sure he updates it... to the DOT!!

Well, I have learned another lesson... that if there is a "communication gap", then, its really difficult for two ppl to understand.... what one wants and what the other person is feeling!!

Is he poissed that I am his boss / supervisor??? Really, I started off at a friendly zone... seriously, I went out of my way... Well, I usually do not mention to others how I am feeling... but I am dissappointed... I am really really dissappointed...!! And now I understand what other supervisors go thru... dealing with ppl... who take things to their darn a** Oh my... I should control my language... but this is the limit... Qasam se... I am shocked... !!

Khair, for now... I myself will sit down and ask... what are his feelings??? How is he feeling...?? Why such retaliation all of a sudden... !!?? What have I done... I am a good boss... but all what I need is the work done!! :D Bus... Yes, personally I have no issues with him... but I wont go onto my knees and get the work done..!! :P If he can have ego...so can I!!!!!!!!

Jadoo ki dour...

Well, in our bachpan there was this story of "Jadoo ki dour...", a kid who gets this dour, if he stretched the thread, time wud fly by... and he wud grow old...

Well, obviously he cudnt turn back time... but he was able to pass the time... wherever he faced problems...!!

Similarly, "Time travelers Wife", "Summerhouse" and the famous movies.... Butterfly Effect and Butterfly Effect2 and so many other books and movies... have shown that you can go back in time or go ahead... and see your future...!!

The book which I am reading is a story of three women having the same birthdays, who meet each other in Car Liscence office, when renewing their driving liscence. Somehow they spend the day together, and then, bid their goodbyes. After 19 loooooooong years, they decide to meet up and spend their birthdays together... catch up on old times sake... one of them is a actor/model, a doctor and a writer.

They meet up, share their stories... they were not happy with their lives, one wanted commitment... one wanted freedom and the third one was really depressed...

Well, when they were shopping for each others gifts, they somehow get hold of a flyer about some gypsy woman. They thought that she is some sort of a palmist os astrologer.... Well, blah blah.... they decide to go back in time... and change their future.

Well, my point is... Y wud anyone go back in time and change the decision which they made... I think once you have taken the decision then, you shud have the courage to face the consequences as well.

I think if you change something... you will again have to suffer with the consequences... the things which come with it... everything is packaged... you cannot just have what you want...!!

This is like you are running away... and always and always... running away is always the best and the easiest option...!! hahaha... I do that alot of times... but I am changing... I am trying to control all my fears... and trying to have my steady point... Taking things as they come... its going to make me more strong... ;) Hell, yes I am still young at heart!! :D

writing a blog...

All my life, I have been thinking of writing a diary... I have this fascination of writing a diary, always and always.. eversince I was a child... but always I felt stupid of writing eveything down on a pen and paper... and that too its like an open invitation for others to read and laugh at whatever u r thinking... well, hopefully I am through with all my fears...!! and there is nothing to worry anymore...

All this writing reminds me of O' Levels... when Mr. Furze wud lecture us of writing something nice...always a story... that was his speciality... or you can say his favourite. He wanted us to write stories, stories and more stories....

I remember thinking of a plot... whenever we were given a topic and feared what would his comments be... "A blessing in disguise...", "I was alone at home, it was raining cats and dogs outside and the phone rang..." (continue the story), "When I recovered my conscience, my hands were tied at the back, my feet were tied, I was in a darkened room and there was this smell..." (continue...) and loads of other topics.

There were times when we just repeating the stories over and over again... I wrote one story for like thousand times...!! Well, no issues... I ended up with a C in English... which is not that bad and a D in General...

General was different... it was completely new to us, a new form of writing.. of thinking whats right and whats wrong... it was like debate... and you had to prove that why you are so strongly agreeing or disagreeing with something.

Oh that reminds me of the "SUICIDE" paper Suki and I did in A levels 1st Year. Hahahaha... it was a funny scene but it was nicely done.. the slides and the research, which was initially done by Fahmi / Papa... Fatima.. for her A levels paper. Khair, it was a long-shot but it was a nice one.

And then, later for my Business Communication I carried on with the same topic. Did a bit more research, worked on the slides and gave it in... The name of the teacher just came to my mind, Mr. Qaseem Jaffery. Hmmph... thats strange usually I am bad with remembering names...

So for now the blog will continue.... :)

the beach..

the beach...

I have always wondered whats at the beach that the ppl are always ready to hit the beach? its just the f*** waves hitting the shore and thats about it... Well, thanks to all the pathans and the stupid ppl around and the thar** U cant imagine enjoying the waves either... especially here in Karachi.

But still whenever I hit the beach... it feels so much like me... I feel so relaxed.. although... yet again its just the f** waves hitting the shore... but the inner feeling is that the waves and the sand... they are taking away, driving away all the tension from you...

Well, went to French beach... with Tabi, Sal, Az, Fahmi, Annie and I... The ride to the beach was really tiring... since there was so much of traffic. Mummy abou dropped us half-way.

hahaha... funny scene... tabi, fahmi, annie and I had to sit all squooshed in Az's sportage... he wasnt ready to accept that its a car... but to him infact... it was a jeep... jo chalnay ko hi tayyar nahin thi... :) Hahahaha.. it was a funny scene...

Khair, we hit the french beach, took loads of lovely pics... all uploaded at facebook and saved in the computer.

Sal, Az, Fahmi n Tabi talked, talked and talked.... about life, about work, about getting married... and about the wedding date... Yes, Az is getting married on the 25th December, 2008. So u can imagine... well, its his favourite date... :) so childish... n Supposedly, cheepa is getting married on the same date too... Now they'd know how it feels to attend two best friends shadi on the same day... are U forgetting something, I just went thru it...!!

Had crabs for the first time.. they seemed nice to me... but yet again... my digestive system completely refused to accept them. My head ached, my tummy was acting stupid and funny... and cold perspiration... well, rings bell?? It has happened to me twice before.. the day we went with salma mami to al-habib.. and the day when we were at seema aunty's for iftar...

Anyways... its been two days and still my tummy is acting wierd... :)

But to hell wid everything... it was a nice day... I enjoyed it!! :) So did annie... poor her, she didnt go out much during her vacations... :)

Another 13 days of vacations to go... :)

Road Ahead..: to the new beginnings....

Road Ahead..: to the new beginnings....

to the new beginning....

To the new beginnings...

This is to the new beginning to the ladies (shel and suki), who have been in my life for last dacade...

They are the ones I have shared my life completely... hmmph... if not completely then, partially... I have come to a conclusion that my life wont be broke with them moving on with their lives...

Our bond will only be more strengthened.. after a heart felt morning... and a bit of crying... I have realized that I'd be in touch with them.. will know when they are happy... n sad... and feeling down... thanks to all the tech-savy stuff... So what the hell and who cares which part of planet earth they live in.

I wish them all the best with their lives... !! And I am happy with their choices...!! Hopefully, they keep them happy too..!!

Well, now I think I'd be a more frequent blogger... I dont need comments or appreciation... or sympathies... I just want to read thru these blogs / diaries... when I grow old... and laugh out loud or cry... I want to feel the things which I have been thru and made me a person, which I always wanted to be... :)

So, this is to the new beginning in my life... :)

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Today is really a slow day... I dunno why.. I dont feel like working at all... I am done with my one set of duties... assignments and have to go through another set... : seems as if I am working like a dog... well, I know its not nice to say it... but still...

Well, at times I think... am I really bad.. r do loads of bitchiness about... or am I not worth it.. I dont know... : Well, I try not to make things complicated and even if they do become complicated... all I do is step out until the things get settled down... i dunno feel like i am phutto... but this is how i like things less complicated...:D